evergreen. i love the melody...somehow i've liked the song since the first time hearing it in high school...

i remember listening to it over and over again the last day of high school when we were all packing and leaving...i was sitting on the basketball outside of
"ba dong" with windy...it's like a song to commence the great IB high school time...and the unfolding future...a adventurous summer with sage that i've never imagined that last into something so special in memory.

 

if i ever can perform piano again...i want to play this song.....

 

i randomly watched the korean drama "say you love me"....i like the first 3 episodes...especially when they were little kids in the temple...she always touch his head...rubbing the little monk...it always eases her anxiety....lol....same with the kitty and the coco head...

 

you know intuitively some people are just right for your personality....maybe we'll never marry those that we love the most...or match the most...cuz it's too precious and too fragile at the same time...love and pain is too interwoven that the price is too high to sustain for a life time...

 

有些人一直都会在，即使没有照片，每个笑容，每段眼泪，依然清澈。They will be evergreen for the whole life.

 

男人想成为女人的最初爱人

女人想成为男人的最后爱人

Today at dinner, randomly on tbs starting watching "pretty woman"...i konw its a classic that i am missing...julia roberts in that red dress and watching the italian opera...she finally got rescued from the tower by this man riding a horse and raising a sword (umbrella)..."keep dreaming...you'r in Hollywood" - an impossible relationship - "give me a name ... cinderella"

 

After that i went  watching "sex and the city" with landi...i know i am gonna love it...cuz it's happily ever-after for carrie and big...i've always there for big...known that they've been right for each other...just like charlotte said...after-all the screw-ups that they could possibly have done, nothing else could screw this up...and so there comes big...coulnt make it out of the car...the scene where carrie got so mad that she just ran up to big and couldnt stop hitting him with the flowers was such a climax... i dun know if i could ever forgive it...and there...in the end...he finally knealed...power from the love letters by the great men...beethoven to his immortal beloved  (just reminded me of ray...his legendary master)...and the shoes...the little white dress ...it's just that simple...just you and me...

 

sex and city will always have a special connotation...for the 3rd season...a gift that forever sealed the romance of the kid and her first love.

回来uf都成两个星期了。只有星期二和四要上课，其他时间有时候group meeting但大部分时间还是在家，还算挺空闲的。

 

前几天和ray在msn上吵架。like he said...i am constantly having outburst..being so emotional..but u know..relationship is kinda emotional sometimes...otherwise where's the passion?? but afterall...i think i need to be more appreicative and demand less...sometimes i think relationship is kinda of compromising process..learning to communicate and live with the other. i got so irritated when i called like madness and no one picked up the phone...but his apology really soothed my anger..."yeah i am a crazy baby"...but i do love you.

 

上学期的室友毕业了，所以整个公寓只有我一人。本来很庆幸可以一个人占据整个公寓，但是那个office却要我搬上楼上，好让他们腾处我的apartment租出去。气死我了！anywayz...i think i really like my current apt...it's quiet and nice...white color...with lots of yellow lights...wide living room..my favorite spot is sitting there around noon or afternoon time and the sun shine cuts right through the glass window..and i can lookout to the people swimming and playing in the pool right outside the porch...i like the trees surrouding the complex...天很蓝，树很绿，泳池水一片清澈，几个古铜色肌肤的美女在晒日光浴。还有几只小鸟会笨笨的飞来阳台，有时还会有意无意的撞上那个落地玻璃窗。有时候我会铺一条长长的浴巾在地毯上做yoga...无聊的时候会经常找吃的..做做饺子，炒炒菜...其他外送的搭配...有时镇的很喜欢这种闲适。

 

晚上喜欢打开所有的灯。这里没有家人，所以会怕寂寞。米黄色的确让人有种温暖的感觉。昨天洗了那张king size的米黄色床单。。从干衣机把它拿出来的时候，好暖好柔软，还飘着清香。顿时心旷神怡。 可以说laundrary is my favorte housework :)

 

today i finally get to hang out with jj and we swam..then went to Moe's for a Overachiever taco...then Coldstone icecream...summer's so warm in FL..what a sunshine state...

 

i know that i am slowly drifting away..constantly wondering what i want...but i know sometimes things will natually come and go...and i just need to keep my eyes open and enjoy the moments...